Arab, life, changing.

Im in Arab already now. For a week and i miss everyone so much. Especially the new people i known. Danial, Nadia, Ika, Abadiah, Shasha, Ayul and other people. Yeahh. So Arab is nice. Its lovely. At first I thought this place was hot. After i stepped out from the Airport. It was cold.. Not like I expected. 21 degrees during day. And 16 degrees at night. Hurm..

Life? Everything seems to be changing after I went to Arab. Its been a week. And Ive heard a lot of stories about my friends. And I dont like what im hearing. like serious fuck. Some are like this, and some are like that. Did me going really made a big difference in people's lifes? I hope it will. but not into the bad side. Haih.....

Oh, and about her? Everyone seems to hate her. And i hate whats happening between me and her? She's enjoying life now. And I hope she's moving on. Because, I can tell that I am. I am moving on for once. SUFS. Single until finish SPM? I hope I'll do that. Being in a relationship gives me a hard time. And to focus on studies. Harder than you think when you're in a fight. Lets just be the Ikmal that treats everyone as friends. 

Aaaaaahhhh, talking about friends. i miss all of themm! And the time we went to Gurney and Queensbay. Just like old times. I miss that part. I wish when I come back to Malaysia. We'll hang out okay? And I hope you all will still treat me the same. :P I can expect that I'll be called Pak Arab and all. Thats alright. Haha. 

I dont know what to say now. Lets just talk about something random. Food. Yes food. its so important to the human beings. It gives us everything we need and is important for growth. Especially for babies. but babies needs milk. From mommy's. hehe. Water. Its important because it removes all the waste products. Err, What else? Hahaha.

I want a phone. But i cant decide between both. iPhone or a Blackberry? .....................

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Its nearly time.

By the title people might say. Is it time for death or maybe you did something?
No. Its nearly time for me to go. :) Not going like death. Im moving to somewhere only my friends and my family know. Its a place I myself call Arab. <3
I'll be there for a year or maybe longer depending on the situation. Today is Saturday. And my PMR will be finished Monday. I'll be going to KL this Thursday. And my flight will be at 3pm in Saturday. Woah. Time flies so fast. I'll miss my friends so much. And my family back here in Malaysia. :( But thats alright. With or without me. Its kinda like the same thing. :)

And to you,
You giving me back the necklace tomorrow? How could you. :) You know I gave all my heart into that necklace. No your giving it back? Its like your giving my heart back. As in your throwing me away. Maybe you dont care at all. Maybe you never did. That is just how you do things I guess so. You know I wont come back after you give me that necklace back right? By the time you give that necklace, a heart that used to love you will move on. No matter how much it hurts. Its time to move on. People are right. Love does hurt. But you can pick a better future right?

Bye. Here I come Abha. :)

Bad, good. Hari raya, :)

hey, people have bad days and they have good days. Im having a bad day. Trust me, you dont want to know why. And, she went there alone? Damn. That scares me. Haih. Girls.. So, Raya is near. Time to forgive and forget and look ahead. But im bringing you in it! Ya know who. :) If you dont want to follow, just follow your way okay? So, Im looking forward to see my cousins and all. Woah, the last time i saw them was like. Hurm, Im not sure, but it sounds long. But what the heck. I'll meet them next week! And money baby money! My pockets empty. Youre the one that can make it full! And i'll spend it like there's no tomorrow! And, I have a gift for you. Hope you like it. Pssst. :) You know i love you.

Limits

People have their own limits. And I have mine. I thought with my trials over. I would love to be closer. But, what the fucking shit made me that mad? I can describe how mad i am. Only me and Allah knows.

Maybe you've crossed my limits right. And yeah, seeing you on facebook. When i reached home. No text from you? Haha. What can I say.  Trials are over right, she wants to enjoy it without me then. :)

Goodbye

So fast?

Hurm. Its 8 months already right, you? It felt so fast. so fast. In 2 months, I'll be going right. So, yeah. I dont want to end it. I promised a lot. Too much to count with my fingers. Yeah.. Time flies so fast. Damn it. I cant imagine my life without you. A minute not texting you feels like an hour, but i'll be going for err. 9 months or so. According to my calculation. That should be 1 x 60 x 60 x 24 x 30 x 9 = ?

Me in 2007 :D

Okay. This is me in 2007. My friend uploaded it and I look really weird. I am weird. Lol. i look like a nerd with my innocent face. Actually. In this time, Im the shy type. Like seriously. And, damn it! I look so so so so so so so weird. why did she upload this picture? -.- but nevermind. Its my past ;) i was 12. haha D:

Holidays are over

School is back. Books are back. Bags are back. Black shoes are back. Pens are back. Pencils are back. Rubbers are back. Rulers are back. Examination is coming. -.-"

2 Weeks holiday :D

Okay, im having my holiday now. Weeee. No school. Bullshit!~ :D First i went to Terengganu at Pulau Perhentian. It was so awesome dude. We went snorkeling for sure. I saw a black tip shark, a barracuda, and a sea turtle. It was so so coool! Then, during the night. we did things teenagers usually do. As always. You know what I mean ;) The next day, my uncle invited me to follow him scuba diving. Woah! A first time experience. At first i was scared i couldnt equalize. Then it turned out good. We went 10meters under sea. I saw a nemo! It was so cute! i was playing with it! Oh yeah!!!! Best day ever. In my life. Good thing they didnt bring me diving at the shark point. That would be scary. After my holidays at Terengganu.. I went to Kuantan, my dad had some job to do. so bla bla bla. Then I went to Subang! Oh yeah baby. Heaven. :D So I had lots of fun. And i'll be watching a movie later today.


Holidays are for relaxing and to calm your mind. Its not a suitable time to start a fucking war. The first one starting it doesnt know the meaning of holiday because holiday is the time to start relaxing, have fun with friends, make jokes with family, spend time with someone. Thats what I call a holiday. Maybe your holiday is fulled with hatred. That i dont know. :) Stop being immature. Start realizing. Will you gain anything doing that? Think before you do something that one day you might regret.


bye :D

over?

From the title. Its over. yeah, no more you and me. no more us. no more anything. so. byebye. have a good day. and take care. i'll always love u no matter what. so im hoping i wont meet u after this. but i will for sure. yeah. im sad. really, i really am. but nevermind. things happen. some are happy, some are sad. im the sad one. and she's the happy one. nothing to do now. she's cute, hahaha. many guys will surely like him. me? nah. nobody wants me :D heee. nevermind. love usually end up bad. i want a good ending. marriage? haha. just hoping. my cousin told me. why cry for girls? bob marley: no woman no cry. so, which one to pick? heart or brain? heart? try as hard as possible to get her back. brain? think whats best for myself by moving on and forgetting the best. Im still to the heart :D

Bye! I love you like hellll~ NSMN

Love

Sometimes talking about love makes me wonder. Why is it really painful? But, it can also make our day. Love is weird. It is the weirdest thing on earth. We cant see love like we see cars and houses everyday. It cant be touched. But we can feel it. In my opinion. So. If you love this someone like so so much that you dont want to lose that someone. Now here's my story. She said 'I just cant go on. I cant take it anymore'. From these words, I can tell that she's leaving me. She promised not to leave me. And yeah, she is now. And I dont understand her. In my experience with girls, especially my friends. She's the first girl i encounter behaving like this. Yes, she's different. She's like one in a million. In fact, a billion. What im trying to say here is. I just cant imagine my days without her. I cant imagine not texting her. And i cant imagine not saying I love her. Because she means everything to me. Yeah.. A lot of guys like him. Yeah, she's beautiful,nice and all. She's just perfect. But maybe too perfect for me? I dont know. I hope what she told me earlier was all a lie. Because, I dont want her to leave me. Yes, and after my PMR examination. I'll be going to Melbourne, Australia. I would really love to enjoy my days with her before i go there. But, we often fight over small matters. Thats what i hate like so much. All the things im saying now is all that i feel. You might think i dont love you but i really do. Maybe youre not confident with my love. But im not confident with yours too. There's nothing else i would really want to say. Just, if you read this one day. Its just that.................... I love you.



Bye :')

Helllo

Hello. its been a while since i last wrote. hahaha. Many great things happened. I went to queensbay to eat with my family, and I met two of my friends. Woah, what a coincidence. So, we went to see a movie. somehow I just love that day. <3 And, Last week. On saturday. my mid-year text just started. And, I just studied history. Seriously, i hate that subject. But, what to do? It is an important subject. tomorrow will be history and english. I hope I'll score good marks on two of this subjects. I hope I do! You can do it Ikmal!! Oh thats the spirit. Lol............... Nevermind, So, I think thats all. Goodbye! :D Have a nice day you all

:D

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Hi. :) Erm, somehow i realised something. But i realised it tooo late.............





Agagagaga~! xD I want to be taller :/

xxxxDDDDD

You are just one fucking bastard u motherfucking bullshit. Lol. That was funny. Haha,


Protect the ones you love, leave the ones that just fuck you up? :/


Nevermind. Wont happen in this situation.


Lets try to be happy!


So


I went to Sunway


Yesterday


My lil sister went to see a


Movie


What movie?


Never

say

Never

?

Of course

Lol?


Haha.


Im still not happy


Still sad


Because of her


.........................


Bye. <3

What else can i do?

I cant do nothing about it. Im a guy. So, I'll just wait. Maybe she'll forgive me. 50-50. :) Im sorry

Azreen's Birthday!

Hello. Its April 5th. Its my friends birthday. Azreen... More known as Een. Happy birthday!!!!!!! Wow. On the same day. Een from single went to being in a relationship. :D With? Later you'll know! Oh yeah!! 'He' gave Een a flower and a teddy and another teddy... It was so so so sweet!! I jumped around with happiness seeing it. I freeked out. Lol. Haha. Thats all!! Lets wait for TOMORROW!!! April 6th.! Here we come xD

BYEBYBEYBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

:D

Watch this. :DD It makes me calm...

TODAY

Haha. Look at that title. What happened today? :O Nothing actually. Hahahahhahahaha. USM held a Pmr seminar today. I went there. I skipped school as there was a.... Whatever it is. Lol. Interaction between parents and teachers? Haha. Okay. It started at 8. When i reached that place. Damn. I looked left and right. No one that i knew. Then i saw one of my friend. Then I saw another friend. I felt okay after that. Lol.. At first I was like so lazy to actually come. But, what the heck. I wanted to meet that someone. xD So, we learnt and learnt. Boring. Trust me, a seminar with 'boring' in front. A boring seminar. Trust me. If u went there, U'll sleep. :DD I didnt. But after some time in there, many people went to the toilet. From full to half :D Haha. But it was quite fun. Then it was break time. I went to McDonald's. I ate McChicken. Delicious!!! We walked there. And we walked back. Tired like hell. Then i did some crazy stuffs. xD Tired without thinking anything logically. Haha! Then it was 2o'clock. I went home. In the car on my way home. I shouted 'I LOVE YOU'. Im crazy xD HAHA

Byebye :)

Ass 0

Haha. To you asshole. Get a life please? Dont disturb me as I wont disturb your happy life. Just do what you want to do. Dont involve me in it. Yeah, you might be happy doing that. Think? Try thinking okay? You do have a brain. Oh wait. Before i make that statement. GO for a surgery in case you dont have one. But Im sure you do. Because I know you do, think before saying. Okay? I wont disturb you anymore. So dont disturb me, my family. If you want to say things. Say it. I dont give a damn about what you say or what you do or what you'll fucking write. It has nothing to do with me nor my family. Right? Get a life. Do get a life.

Byebye

:)

Hi

Hi! Im Ikmal! Weee~ I love you. Bye

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Random

Qaimul I'zzat.

Aint he cute? xD

He's my little brother. He likes to make funny faces everytime i point a camera to him. Damn it. Look at him now. He thinks he's funny. Yeah you are little brother. You are. :D I love you so so so much!!! He likes chocolate so much. -.-"He can say goodnight now! And calls me 'bang', but its more to 'beng' xD Cute aite? xD Agagagagagaggaga :DDDD

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This my friends. Is BARNEY!

Who doesnt know barney right??

YOU. Barney misses you :( Pity barneyHe wants to kiss you hug you and all. 

He still remembers the first day he was bought. :( Barney misses you! 

He wants to meet you again. Barney barney barney 

Byebye :*

26 February 2011

Today is 26 February!! Yeah. I just went to Queensbay Mall. We made a farewell party for Afrina Zulkifli. We had so much fun! We went skating. We fell many and many and many times. The greatest farewell! Oh yeah! But. Why are we doing a farewell for her? Yes. Because she's moving. To Kuala Lumpur :( We're sad. But she's coming back this March. Another month like that. :) We'll miss you! Okay. Tata~ May Allah bless you

Random

Hello there. Its February 21st. I know. Lol. Its a date. Not a date that involves two person. Im trying to make a joke. So, do laugh okay? ;) Just kidding. Im bored. What to do? Just TYPE and i'll figure out something. Erm... Wait. *thinking* I got one.

I miss Scotland :( I've been there before. I stayed there for like 4 years. I miss you Scotland. The life there. Is fun. Its different and cold. I like cold, especially when it snows. I like making snowballs and throw it at my little sister. But, unfortunately. I cant do that anymore. There's no snow in Malaysia. All i ca throw is grass. And I cant shape it into a ball. -.-" That stress's me out. Lol. I miss my friends there too. I remember some of them. Atleast, there are people with different hair colour. Lol. My friend is now in UK. So, I'm just writing about Scotland because it is located in UK. For sure right. Hahaha *Bored*

Okay. Now what? -.-

Errrr. Hello!
Bye.
:)

Wait. One more. Hmmm.

Oh yeah. I want to tell you that.. I like cartoons! :D And I want to be a superhero one day! That can save people against evil! I want super strength! I want to fly! I want laser's coming out of my eyes! And. I can make my own burger. LOL. Okay. Im saying random stuffs already. It aint logic. I have to go now. Bye!  

:* <3

Patient.

Im trying to be like my dad now. He's a patient guy. He overcomes everything patiently. I should do that too. Everything can be settled. Right? Nothing cant be settled. If you have problems. That will make that someone leave you. Try your best. Dont make them leave. Explain everything. My dad's like that. Sometimes he just let it be. Just praying to Allah that everything will be fine. I'll do that too. I hope it works.

To you. Im so sorry. I know i've done many bad things to you. No one is perfect right. Not even me, not even you. I hope u forgive me. U haven't suffered me. Im happy when youre there with me. Dont leave. Ily.

A new phone?

Yeah, I waited for more than weeks for a new phone. Yesterday my dad promised to buy me a new phone. Well. He broke it. yes, he broke a promise. I'm so pissed off. You know why? Because of some stupid problems I dont get a fu**ing phone. Stupid. I hate it.

AVOID THOSE THREE WORDS

*avoiding..................................................................*
Nah, I cant help myself. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
try avoiding this. ;)

I fell!

I fell in LOVE. LOLOLOLOL. Nah, I really fell. Yesterday. :( When i was playing football. Somehow I lost balance and fell. it hurts. Yesterday I didnt sleep very well. Because of those injuries. :( But nevermind. xD im strong I think. I can handle it. Weee~ Btw. My 1st sentence was never a lie ;)

....

No one is perfect. Right? Everyone agree's. People have weakness's. Even I do. But it turns out. My weakness is what I see everyday. I overcome that. I'll be a better person. Hmmm. What shit am i talking. Damn -.-" Sorry. I hate the word 'bye'. People usually say that to me. What can I do. Nothing.

Langkawi!

Its a great place. A place to calm your mind. Beautiful beach. You should visit there when your free. Heee~ I just went there yesterday. Only for a night. We had fun. Yeah, I took some picture. But, Im not that good in taking pictures. But what the heck. Tomorrow's school. -.-" Nevermind. I miss langkawi! I miss the crabs. xD

Over

Its all over now. 30th June. Stops in a day. :) Yeah. Im single. I hate to say it. But its true. Its for the best. She know's that too. I was wrong. Im really sorry. I didnt mean anything. And what you said was a total lie. I cant change that. And to that 'person'. Im going to find you!! Just wait xD Just wait!!

Be Strong!!

Be strong! Face everything calmly! One day all of this will end for you. Show your family that you can do it! YOU CAN DO IT! I support you even without you knowing! I know you pity her. Just hearing that makes me sad. I dont know how you'll overcome that type of situation. If i were you. I wont stand it. But, you did. I respect you! I do! :)

School :)

Today was my second day of school. Nothing happened. School just started. I met my friends. Damn, their tall. -.-" But never mind. Maybe one day. I'll be taller than them. Why the hell am I talking about height? Okay. School. I'll be  having my PMR this year. Its a big test for me.I'll have to study hard. Really hard. Hopefully, I'll get 8A's. Straight A's. Yeah..... Hmmmm......... Thats all.

 I love you :)